One year older again. Actually I am usually quite energetic during my birthday day because it feels like it is a special day so I will reward myself with special things to eat. Plus, I rid myself of any and all guilt. 

So it will just be a day to enjoy and do whatever I want.

I kind of want to go Sushiro to have some sushi but it would require cycling and then entering the store and order, eat, then checkout. Maybe sushi is better off eating with another person. I am feeling quite lazy at the moment. Maybe I will just head to Lopia to get some cheap pizza + coke.

Been sleeping really really late these days, like around 430-530am. Mainly due to the fact that I don't need to wake up early to work. I wonder if this is my natural sleep cycle.

Omg it is already 12pm, where did the time go?? I must faster get out of the house!!!

Happy birthday and may the force be with me. 

Been slacking this week and feeling even too lazy to head out.

Every moment outside feels like a mission and I have to be in spartan mode to accomplish it.

Does it mean that I had a good nice rest? I am not sure, I do really hope so.

They always say, rest to get further ahead in the journey ya?

Aiming to be productive this week. 

All the best to me.

Back in Singapore. Feeling dejected or maybe a better term would be head heavy. I just feel that I am not being very clear headed recently. Could it be the surplus of food that my body has to adapt to? I just feel lethargic and misty headed all the time. Like in a dream.

Anyway, the good thing about me is that I do not get myself in a dejected state for too long. I will somehow "wake" up and then focus on the work that needs to be cleared. Although I say that, it does not mean that I am effectively clearing the suppose work that needs to be done or gaining knowledge. I just get myself into this positive mode which does not necessarily translates to being productive. If you know what I mean...

How is it that some people can go into this ultra focus mode and excel. How is it that I am not able to focus and repeatedly falling short.  

Omg I blogged halfway and got distracted with some other chores. Looks like I really need to re-structure my brain.

Time to get my ass moving.

Wow time passes really fast. I will be flying back to Singapore next week.

Makes me think that life is indeed very short and that I should make the most fun out of it.

I am still unemployed, no wait, funempoloyed I mean and I have yet to locate where I should be heading to next.

I was frustrated recently and I put lots of pressure on myself. But then I think again, life is so short so why not just enjoy it to my fullest. These days, I sleep and wake at whichever time I like. I am not going to force myself into getting a "good" habit. I will just go with the flow. Like how I am crazy awake at this hour but that was because I slept from 9pm-1am just now.

I am just doing all the things that I enjoy now but also at the same time, try to gain a little useful skill or knowledge in the process.

Anyway happiness is key to a good life! Stay happy!

Been sleeping late again, there are times where I just feel like I don't want to sleep.

Like now.

I was on the bed but just couldn't get to sleep. I know that if I focus on sleeping, I would be able to go into sleep mode but I just didn't want to.

It is so hard to sleep early and wake early.

Maybe I should just embrace this owl nature of mine.

Is there a reason for me to resist this?

What if....all my issues in life...was caused by not drinking enough water?

I was checking on how to remove dark eye circles and suggestion was to be more hydrated. 

I was checking how to improve skin texture, it was suggest to be more hydrated.

How to lose weight, more hydrated.

Etc, etc, etc...

Solution = Hydration

I was just missing water.

The solution has always been so simple.

It is the first day of July! I am excited to kick start my transformation journey. Basically I just need to faster lose weight so that I can squeeze in the calories for my numerous overseas trips in August.

I also need to be more focused as this is practically like the 3rd month that I am not working...can't believe time passes so fast. So since it is a happy free time for me, I should make the full use of it.

Because of a lack of routine hours confining me, I have been sleeping really really late. I want to change this bad habit of mine but I just couldn't get to sleep. If I tried, I would have slept, but something just keeps me up from trying to go to sleep.

A bad habit that I must kick.

So many goals in July. I need to buck up! :)